Benetsu Shihan
Aug 9, 2010 12:47:24 GMT -8
Post by hoiru on Aug 9, 2010 12:47:24 GMT -8
PROFILE INFORMATION
Name: Benetsu Shihan
In Kanji
Ben - Learn
Etsu - Joy, Enjoy
Shi - Warrior, Teacher, Noble Mind
Han - Prime Example
Ben - Learn
Etsu - Joy, Enjoy
Shi - Warrior, Teacher, Noble Mind
Han - Prime Example
Gender: Male
Age: 38 [19]
Faction: Shinigami
Division: Ichibantai
Rank: 19th Seat
Reiatsu Color: Bronze [Translucent]
Reiatsu Aura:
Shihan’s aura is strong and disciplined, carrying a sensation of immovability and stillness that, to some, may give the impression that he does not exist at all. His reiatsu is distinct from his surroundings, so he can still be sensed, but his aura may feel more empty than the space around him, which can be unsettling to others who are used to feeling out their enemies.
Appearance - Reference:
These are only general references; refer to the written descriptions for specific details.
Like his blade, Shihan’s physical appearance isn’t all that distinctive: He is of average height and impeccable posture, sharp facial features and long, dark brown hair, which is generally bound tightly behind his neck. His body is very thin, but wiry and strong, his stature showing an assertive confidence and dignity uncharacteristic of his physical size. He carries himself with pride, a rare quality in the youths of the age, but this body language, which proves to be a very deep aspect of his character, is rather volatile; his attitude shows very strongly in his posture, his face, and his eyes, which tends to cast a strong first impression, regardless of how he’s feeling [See Personality for Details]. Regardless, however, these traits are subtle things, not usually revealing themselves unless one takes the time to really look, which is why his appearance tends to come off as more mundane, as he is not wanting for attention, and thusly tends to blend into the backgrounds of the world.
Like any, he does possess his share of minor details; he has an angled brow and loose lips, which tend to make his natural expressions appear stoic and serious, as well as making his smiles softer and more reserved. His eyes, dark brown like his hair, can be extremely expressive or steely and cold, sometimes to a frightening degree. Since the sleeves of his Shihakushō are a bit long for his arms, one rarely sees beyond his wrists, but his hands, with square palms and long, nimble fingers, are always visible in times of peace. Despite his bearing as a warrior, his fingertips and palms are actually quite soft, and in respect for the line he draws between home and the battlefield, he can be seen often donning a pair of thin, fingerless gloves sewn of cloth, reserved only for times when he must take up the sword. In belonging to the first division, Shihan wears a white Jinbaori [Warrior’s Surcoat; Chojiro wears one] over his Shihakusho, a symbol of his status as a tactician and platoon leader.
Personality:
It is no feat of coincidence that Amano Megumi embodies the collision of heaven and earth, for Shihan’s personality too is a thing of overlapping opposites. He is a deeply feeling individual, very expressive, but only to a few, only in private; he believes in honor, in commitment and honesty with himself, but still seeks the acknowledgement of a chosen few others, those he feels great respect or deeper feelings toward, and is strongly driven to such ends, while rather lacking in motivation for mundane tasks. He is sometimes quick to despair, but unflappable in his attempts to cheer up others, and finds himself bonded to those he meets in sadness, even, sometimes, if they are strangers. Likewise, he can be light-hearted and cheery if the mood befits him, or weary and crestfallen if it doesn’t. He isn’t often angry, but his capriciousness nonetheless makes him complicated, and this can sometimes become problematic for those closest to him.
When he is at his strongest, his most positive, Shihan is a joy to be around; he is a bit stiff from his formal and professional nature [not too unlike Byakuya, in fact], but this seems less prominent around those he has grown comfortable with; he smiles, he laughs, and these are rare occurrences for him, at least in the public eye. The more time he gets to loosen up, the more energetic he becomes, enthusiastic, open, sociable. As little as he claims to care for community and friendship, he is quick to become intoxicated by its energies and greatly enjoys the sort of camaraderie that puts aside one’s personal life. At his worst, he is somber, unmotivated, and apathetic, and makes little attempt to hide it from those around him, though he does tend to avoid contact with people in general. This is what feels natural to him, but ironically enough, social contact is generally the best way to cheer him up, though only with one person at a time; groups do not befit him unless he has grown familiar with each of them.
However, though he doesn‘t like the pressures of the position, Shihan is a capable leader, having a firm grasp of tactics and astounding skill in thinking under pressure. These talents don’t generally show, as he will generally avoid the leadership role, but tends to instinctively take command of situations when he feels that others are in danger or otherwise need his skills. Similarly, it is difficult for him to ignore anyone in danger, even strangers, but he doesn’t claim any sort of righteousness, and in fact often complains about the hassle of saving others, though he could hardly mean a word of it. He doesn’t like to take responsibility for the wellbeing of others, but does so anyway for those he feels obligated to: fellow shinigami, humans, friends, and family. This is tied to his own views on morality and honor, into which he has put a great deal of thought. To him, honesty, consistency, and loyalty are some of the most important characteristics of an honorable warrior, and it is these traits that he values most, both in others and himself.
That ideal of honor that Shihan carries with him is important to his character, for the basis of his value as a warrior is built upon his strong heart and stronger sense of duty, and though he may seem the emotional type at home, battle brings out a stronger side of his personality, a firm, powerful protector willing to take blows and lives for the sake of those important to him. Never does he hide behind orders for justification; if he commits to an action, regardless of its purpose, he owns it, and that is, perhaps, his most unique and distinctive quality as a soldier. He is not without his faults, the double-edge of his faith and trust that makes him gullible, the dark side of his intelligence that makes him cynical, and the fuel of it all, the need to be significant, to be valuable. However, if nothing else, he is a reliable warrior, and he yearns ever to overcome personal weaknesses.
History:
Shihan was born in urban district forty-three, Rukongai West. His mother had been a local herbalist and grower of the area; his father was a shinigami, crippled by injuries and forced to retire to civilian life. Their district was prosperous; it had its fair share of crime, but Shihan’s mother had never been the subject of theft, as she had little of value apart from the herbs and plants she grew about her home. This was Shihan’s early life: peaceful, humble, and with the support of loving parents, a boon few children of the age seemed to have.
Perhaps because of this environment, Shihan’s young mind seemed to prosper in his parent’s teachings. From his father, he learned of manners and etiquette, of respect; from his mother, compassion, tactfulness, and appreciation. He was never very social as a child and opted to stay at home, rather than mingle with the other young ones of the area, but was also ever curious, always wanting to learn more about his parents and their professions, the world and its people. He asked about his father’s sword, which could no longer be called a zanpakutō since its sealing, and it was through him that the boy first heard of shinigami.
As many younger children would, Shihan quickly took to the aspiration of becoming a shinigami; his parents didn’t approve of this idea, but they also knew that, being a shinigami’s son, the hunger would no doubt eventually come to him, and so reluctantly, his father began instructing him in the principles of the soldier, the simplest, but most profound things, like the achievement of serving something greater than yourself, but the personal strength to never let one’s self be used. He grew with these principles, and slowly, the training that came with him. His father’s blade was no longer a zanpakuto, now only a memento of his service, but it served him well as a training instrument into his teens, when he began learning the aesthetics of swordsmanship. His parents could only prepare him for the rigors of the Academy, and though he twice failed its initial entrance exams, it was never a lack of knowledge that held him back, only a lack of power.
When the hunger finally came, Shihan naturally went to his father for advice, and it was explained to him, the workings of spiritual power. He could not have understood, but it was only then that he began to truly train for power, rather than form. Shihan passed his very next entrance exam, and while lingering in the background of his Academy classes, continued his training through its first five years. During one of the Academy’s field assessments, the young Shihan was made to break from his comrades and take command, rescuing two of his fellow students in the process; it was after this particular assessment that the first division took notice of his skills, and predictably, his curriculum in the Academy began to change. Mundane teachings and exorcises were replaced with group tactics and leadership aesthetics, and low-ranking members of the Ichibantai would occasionally come to sit in on his training. In the short time, less than a year since his graduation, Shihan has established an adequate position as the division’s 19th Seated Officer, yielding neither to his youth nor others’ opinions in his progression. In the eyes of his superiors, his talents are superseded only by his character, but there are few who have seen his fledgling abilities, and so he remains a rather subtle presence within the Seireitei, waiting, in a sense, for the chance to prove himself.